Personal Reflection on Religious Perspective Essay

In my opinion, the way we manifest our religious values is by expressing them in meaningful ways in the lives of others. Furthermore, the opportunity to do so comes in myriad forms. In a typical day of my life, I express my Christian worldview of loving my neighbor and dong unto others on a continual basis from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep.

For example, when I get up in the morning, I am careful about how loudly I play my radio because I understand that my neighbors sleep later than I do. Likewise, I avoid doing certain things that I have every right (i.e. every secular legal right) to do, such as mowing my lawn early in the morning, purely out of consideration for my neighbors. Similarly, when I drive to school or to work, I am always mindful of the sensibilities and welfare of fellow motorists. I may yield the right of way when I am not legally obligated to do so and I typically allow other vehicles to merge safely and I try to avoid doing anything as a driver that could endanger or inconvenience others, irrespective of my technical legal rights and obligations. I will wait and hold doors open for other people even when it might be more convenient and quicker for me to pretend that I have not noticed them. I will offer someone who appears to be in a rush to step ahead of me in line at the coffee shop and if I have a full grocery cart at the supermarket, I will usually offer to allow someone behind me to go ahead of me if I notice that they have only a few items in a hand cart. Naturally, if I receive too much change from a cashier, I will always alert them to the mistake.In these respects, my Christian worldview dominates my daily interactions with others so much that it is no longer anything that I must think about consciously. In fact, I believe that this, rather than doing the right thing for selfish reasons (such as the fear of the consequences of doing otherwise), is the essence of being a Christian.

Critical View, Inconsistencies, and Possible Changes

It has always bothered me that some Christians seem to do the right thing largely because they know that God is watching them rather than because they have genuinely internalized a Christian worldview. Obviously, since God knows all, He also knows the difference between when we do things for reasons that are genuinely "Christian" and when we do things out of fear, self-interest, or self-preservation.

Recently, I have begun questioning my practice of private prayer. Specifically, I realize that because God knows all, He already knows everything in my mind even before I do. That means there is absolutely nothing that I can express to God in my prayers that God does not already know, whether that pertains to anything I ask from God, why I believe I deserve certain good fortune, or what I plan to do in the future to earn any benefits that God chooses to bestow on me or on others on my behalf. That is a paradox for me because it challenges the fundamental basis of my personal relationship with God. For that reason, I am considering no longer actually engaging in actual prayer, and instead, just keeping God in my mind on a continual basis, knowing that He always knows everything in my mind at all times......